Friday, November 7, 2008

you're no better than me

So the (sem)break is almost over, and I'm actually considering keeping this thing. :)


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Last night, I had a two-hour conversation with a girl I just met. We went from Mall of Asia to school/schoolwork to music to the cold to professors to friends to the South. I'd almost forgotten how it feels to have a conversation (conversation versus conversation) with somebody who knows nothing about you yet. It feels awesome. On the other hand, though, it reminded me (again) of those I've known longest, yet know zilch about me. That... that felt like a punch in the stomach.

And then just a while ago, I just had to remember I would miss being home. I'd almost forgotten how it feels to be away, and so I felt another (evil) pang of sadness when I remembered Sunday means Move Out Day. Don't get me wrong, though. I want second sem to start, I do! This all just feels like the cheesy crap I had to go through pre-dorm weeks. Heew. :|



I seriously have to stop remembering things that make me write like this.

posted by biancaaafranca @ 7:16 PM