Tuesday, October 14, 2008

something half-meant

Having this thing just reminded me of how life was a few years back--full of complexity and simplicity. The two ironically make a good team. 50% complex, 50% simple. When things get dirty, you have the choice to jump back, to wash your mind for a while, to drop what is difficult.

Nowadays it's either monotonous and bump-free, or extremely elaborate tangles. What sucks most is how time snaps you back from one to the other, sometimes even without your knowing. Gone are the days when I could choose. Gone are the days when choices existed at all. Growing up always looked like an expanse of choices, but I now see how distance can distort.

Heh. Was just thinking. Digging into old posts was not a very good idea, apparently. =p


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And oh, I didn't go because I had something more important, and sorry, I don't think I am sorry.

posted by biancaaafranca @ 7:06 PM